that just showed me that we have to be so careful when we feel the spirit. because if we arent we can confuse his promting and twist it to what we want. one thing it sais in preach my gospel is that a prompting from the spirit will never go against the teachings in the scriptures or from the profets.
one good thing that happened this week is that yesterday (sunday) we were talking to this lady. and her little puppy sofi was going crazy and biting us and pulling on our pants and running around, and the tv was playing from inside a house nearby, and her 5 year old son was sitting on her lap and bouncing around. we were trying to explain to her why we were visiting and what we teach about. and it was pretty hard to feel the spirit. but at the end we asked her to pray. she did and as she prayed i felt the spirit slowly spread through my chest, and even though the dog was trying to chew on my hand i felt like it would be ok. after she ended her prayer, i looked up at her and i could see that she felt the spirit too.
after that we went to two of our investigators, but they werent there. it was about 9 at nigh. and we have to be home by 9:30. we were kind of close to our house. but we had been trying to revisit some families on the other side of our area for a little bit. we had contacted them and gave them a pamphlet, and we had put them as a plan b for a few days, but we hadnt had time to go back. so we decided to walk all the way out there. and the first door we knocked on a lady answered and her little son ran and gave me a hug. we started talking with her and her and her husband have been fighting for a while, and she has been having a rough time. so we shared a scripture about comin unto christ, and then we gave her a copy of the family a proclomation to the world.
that was honestly the first time it really sunk in that i am a missionary. this is it. this is what the mission is. we didnt knock on her door and try to share a scripture that condems her because she wasnt baptized in the true church. we listened to what was going on in her life and invited her to give her burdens to the savior and follow him.
it would have been all to easy to go homea little early. but i promise you all that every time you do the right thing even though it seems harderm you will be blessed. i know i can promise this because it says so in the book of mormon. if you dont remember where, read it and find out 😉
(did i really just use an emoji... wow being on a mission does change you)
elder arkoudas